If you can tell already.. I couldn't finish my round on time.
So technically.. I lost.
And once again I deeply apologize to everyone. Miss Pride, the judges, the other contestants, and any one who was cheering me on.
And I still feel kinda bad about it... but not as bad as yesterday.. (like I was depressed and everything... yeah.. it was bad.. Like I was crying and pulling myself down bad...)
And to be honest.. it would be better if I didn't continue with Sanctum OCT (there's like.. two double forfeits??? and maybe I could be one of them???)
HERE ME OUT FIRST.
You see.. I'm in my senior year in high school so naturally I have to bring on my best to the year to graduate and etc. ALSO I know this is crazy (I still think of what was going on in my head at the time when I chose this) I'm in 4 AP classes. Yup. 4. I'm that insane.
So.. the work can be kinda rough. Also I need to work on that portfolio of mine.. needs to be so great that it would be pierce the heavens with awesomeness! So... yeah...
So no more OCTS...
I am going to do future ones BUT just not right now. I kinda need time to work with all the crazy stuff going outside DA. However it doesn't mean I won't post art. I still post art.
Speaking of DA art, there's.. the round itself.
The first round of Sanctum is... LONG.
LIKE I'M NOT EVEN KIDDING.
LIKE IF I LEFT IT NORMAL STYLE, IT WOULD BE 60+.
YEAH... THAT LONG.
So comic strip came to my mind.
So.. after giving time and thought... I decided to do this.
Continue working on the entry to the way I wish/want it to be like. All the black border, all the coloring, and all the effects.
All of the good stuff that I fail to do in a small period of time.
Because I felt it was something I should and would do. Because I feel like it's some giant disappointment to not only the judges and all the other contestants and all my friends but to myself. I can't let my round be left in it's somewhat sketchy nature and let all the work never see the light of day again.
I hope you guys can forgive and understand my decision and thank you for your support and courage for making me try Sanctum.
ONE MORE THING.
I DON'T CARE IF I'M OUT.
I'M STILL GOING TO DRAW LORD OVERLORD. AND THAT WONDERFUL CAPE OF HIS FREAKIN' GREAT LIKE I PROMISED.
AND ALL THEM OTHER PEOPLE.. FAN ART FROM ME IN THE FUTURE. I WILL DO IT. WHEN I HAVE THE CHANCE. NOT JUST THE CONTESTANTS.
I'M GOING TO DO SOME OF THE AUDITIONERS. CAUSE THEY DESERVE JUST AS MUCH.
And one more final thing/thought...
when I was in my moody/depressed state.. I made a new OC.. kinda funny...
GOOD LUCK EVERYONE WITH EVERYTHING YOU'RE GOING TO DO.
I WILL CHEER YOU ALL ON.